You and your chemistry

Where is she. Who is she. Is she like me. Does she think about me. What are they like me. Do they know about me. Do they wonder like I wonder. Does she feel the way I feel. Does she think the way I think. What is natured to me. What is nurtured to me. I need to know before I can go on with this song I need to know what somebody gave me and why, because my whole life I have been living on maybe's, possibilities, what if's. I've been playing this situation out in my head, that I was there for but have no idea what was going on.