Desire
take me
higher
My <3 is my home, I bring it every,
I can go anywhere
Little
Unicorns
e f f o r t l e s s
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
&the world spins madly on.
I needed a personal blog post:
You all have been overly gracious and incredibly welcome. I got a lot of messages regarding selling in boutiques on consignment. Also about different trunk sales, contests and just helpful hints. To me, that is what this evolving fashion world is about, spreading ideas that you enjoy so that you get a taste of everything. Red Closet to me, is my everything and I've never understood myself fully until I put this out there and realized what true passion is. I have never felt so driven before.
On a personal note; I am so tired of people saying things they don't mean. Yes, this has to do fully with my heart. Its like I got bulldozed over right where it hurts. Started to heal by something in the past, then just got bulldozed again. One because of insecurities and one because of distance, and letting themselves be unhappy because it's what they're used to. I realized something, I rekindle my past too much. Because I like stories, memories. Being in a room full of people and them not knowing exchanged words one night, spinning in streets, trips out of state, secrets that are kept in between the two waves. The mature decision I came to after my immature tantrums, oreos binges, and full putting myself into RCC; I came to realization that ALL of these past heartaches I am tied too, there once was a beginning. Two very good beginnings. All the in betweenness were so intense, but that's who I am; not them. I live for a great beginning connection, and for the whole thing to be moveilike but real. So I'll sit home and watch Garden State and sit behind my computer and start designing the new line for RCC Fall 2011. Very exciting stuff people, and the motives will be to get out my feelings of this people saying things they don't mean, and how I am so free to believe people. But honestly, it's times liek this I realize how non-genuine they were.
"Scared of the world out there, let's go explore. Put on your shades and we'll wander the great indoors."
1) Coachella 2011 April 15-20th.
2)Drive NY to California and back May-July for new RCC line!
The Fall 2011 line is either:
"Free Bird"
"Untied"
"Her Traveling Heart"
"Undiscovered discoveries"
It's all about the big world, how I want to explore it, the different people you can come across and how lovely they can all be. How your heart is tied to things like work; school; family; girlfriends; boyfriends; houses; comfort. But really you can just get up and go, you are a free bird. It's also about that endless sky feeling you get, when they just go on... especially coming from a city girl; it's something I choke up about every time. So I'm doing that, finishing school, leaving everything and just driving any direction I want with a 2 month free time period and I've never been so excited. I want a baby blue car, barely anything to bring with me, just a map. A map of undiscovered land!
Again thankyou for your breathtaking support, Red Closet Couture Best friends
You all have been overly gracious and incredibly welcome. I got a lot of messages regarding selling in boutiques on consignment. Also about different trunk sales, contests and just helpful hints. To me, that is what this evolving fashion world is about, spreading ideas that you enjoy so that you get a taste of everything. Red Closet to me, is my everything and I've never understood myself fully until I put this out there and realized what true passion is. I have never felt so driven before.
On a personal note; I am so tired of people saying things they don't mean. Yes, this has to do fully with my heart. Its like I got bulldozed over right where it hurts. Started to heal by something in the past, then just got bulldozed again. One because of insecurities and one because of distance, and letting themselves be unhappy because it's what they're used to. I realized something, I rekindle my past too much. Because I like stories, memories. Being in a room full of people and them not knowing exchanged words one night, spinning in streets, trips out of state, secrets that are kept in between the two waves. The mature decision I came to after my immature tantrums, oreos binges, and full putting myself into RCC; I came to realization that ALL of these past heartaches I am tied too, there once was a beginning. Two very good beginnings. All the in betweenness were so intense, but that's who I am; not them. I live for a great beginning connection, and for the whole thing to be moveilike but real. So I'll sit home and watch Garden State and sit behind my computer and start designing the new line for RCC Fall 2011. Very exciting stuff people, and the motives will be to get out my feelings of this people saying things they don't mean, and how I am so free to believe people. But honestly, it's times liek this I realize how non-genuine they were.
"Scared of the world out there, let's go explore. Put on your shades and we'll wander the great indoors."
1) Coachella 2011 April 15-20th.
2)Drive NY to California and back May-July for new RCC line!
The Fall 2011 line is either:
"Free Bird"
"Untied"
"Her Traveling Heart"
"Undiscovered discoveries"
It's all about the big world, how I want to explore it, the different people you can come across and how lovely they can all be. How your heart is tied to things like work; school; family; girlfriends; boyfriends; houses; comfort. But really you can just get up and go, you are a free bird. It's also about that endless sky feeling you get, when they just go on... especially coming from a city girl; it's something I choke up about every time. So I'm doing that, finishing school, leaving everything and just driving any direction I want with a 2 month free time period and I've never been so excited. I want a baby blue car, barely anything to bring with me, just a map. A map of undiscovered land!
Again thankyou for your breathtaking support, Red Closet Couture Best friends
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Swan Lake
Finally a movie that makes you really wonder. Half of me hated it. The other half can't wait to own it and watch it one repeat. Not as much dancing as I had hoped, but the story line skyrocketed. Who saw swan lake, and gets this. I love minds. Natalie Portman will win big out of this, and even if not her performance is recognized and she got a baby and baby daddy out of it. I liked how less then half way through, the whole theatre got that, she's touching herself how do I react, who is uncomfortable feeling. I love that theatres can do that to you. The movie touched upon so much, people going stress crazy, anxieties, eating disorders, sexual abuse, the stress of being a dancer. It brought me back to 2 years ago. I miss dance, it's the only thing that quieted my mind. We all need to find quiet mind things, it's like a on-off buttom for our brain. Of course I came home, grabbed out my pointe shoes, and cried a little. But that's missing something right. I also came home and started diagnosing myself with everything but that's just another story.
I I loved the head pieces in this movie for the swans, and the make up was so intense. The eye changing for the black swan scared me. This movie was genius.
Note: did you know that Laura and Kate Mulleavy of Rodarte designed the costumes for the dancers? Not to be missed.
I I loved the head pieces in this movie for the swans, and the make up was so intense. The eye changing for the black swan scared me. This movie was genius.
Note: did you know that Laura and Kate Mulleavy of Rodarte designed the costumes for the dancers? Not to be missed.
White blank page
January 1st 2011. Well, it's January 2nd, 4am. This personal blog will be coming down in 12 days. So I figured let it go with a great post. Red Closet will have its own blog, ran by me and Red Closet Best Friends. I'm excited to have different posts, inputs, brain bubbles, idea sparks, feelings, music, fashion, different. Everybody is so different. It's nice to not hear rambles about the same things all the time.
12, Well 11 days until the site is up if all goes according to plan. I've been pushing it back and back because I need it to be perfect. The photoshoots especially. I have wrapped my life around this, poured a broken heart, a filled mind, endless hours, countless laughs. Is All This Real. Am I Real?
This year thing. Is all In Theory. Is this really a new year? Who decided this. Who is in charge. I bow down to the Aztecs. Except for the 2012 thing. Next year I will be in Vegas with 7 girls that I won't mind the world ending or not with. So to me that, is all once again, In Theory. But it is nice to have a blank pages (pages) something to help you sleep at night. But truthfully, I'm an optimist and I believe everyday is a new beginning. Want to hear how truly optimistic I am. "Every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around". Live by that, Tom Cruise taught me all I need to know ladies and Gents.
As for fashion: because that's all I can think now. I just feel something through pictures, good finds, fun finds. Me and my friend Rebecca have drove miles for something special. A sale, an exhibit, vintage sales and stores. It is part of you, it seems to be the thing that makes my mind fully clear lately. Red Closet Couture revolves around this all. It revolves around the lifestyle of expressing fashion. I just decided to try to do it with words, because everybody can do it without. I don't know what you're feeling, but I tried to limit the thoughts to an abstract way.... A way where you can take it however you'd like.
Like when you hear a song. A really really great song. The kind that moves through you. Everyones moving moment, shoulder shake. Tearful eyes all branches from these different chemical feelings. You all have different interpretations about lyrics, melodies. My shirts are my songs. The pictures are my album. And fashion is a full grown lifestyle. This little dress up girl is ready to take flight, and I couldn't have done it at a better more appetizing time.
Wear what you're feeling. Wear your mind. Wear your feelings. Feel things, really feel them.
My admirations:
In Vintage, All the time. Chasing vintage. Breathing it. These two girls are so alike but really so different. They just understand where it all comes from. Inside.
Chanel. Oh god. Chanel. I did a project on her this semester, I started crying because any human who can start without being changed and last so long without being changed. She did it her way, even if it seemed reckless and messy. It's a quality, I want to strive to have and never let go, being fearless in fashion is hard... but beautiful.
Don't be afraid to let yourself go a little crazy.
Happy New Year.
Happy Shopping.
Happy RCC.
Happy, Me xxoxoxo
12, Well 11 days until the site is up if all goes according to plan. I've been pushing it back and back because I need it to be perfect. The photoshoots especially. I have wrapped my life around this, poured a broken heart, a filled mind, endless hours, countless laughs. Is All This Real. Am I Real?
This year thing. Is all In Theory. Is this really a new year? Who decided this. Who is in charge. I bow down to the Aztecs. Except for the 2012 thing. Next year I will be in Vegas with 7 girls that I won't mind the world ending or not with. So to me that, is all once again, In Theory. But it is nice to have a blank pages (pages) something to help you sleep at night. But truthfully, I'm an optimist and I believe everyday is a new beginning. Want to hear how truly optimistic I am. "Every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around". Live by that, Tom Cruise taught me all I need to know ladies and Gents.
As for fashion: because that's all I can think now. I just feel something through pictures, good finds, fun finds. Me and my friend Rebecca have drove miles for something special. A sale, an exhibit, vintage sales and stores. It is part of you, it seems to be the thing that makes my mind fully clear lately. Red Closet Couture revolves around this all. It revolves around the lifestyle of expressing fashion. I just decided to try to do it with words, because everybody can do it without. I don't know what you're feeling, but I tried to limit the thoughts to an abstract way.... A way where you can take it however you'd like.
Like when you hear a song. A really really great song. The kind that moves through you. Everyones moving moment, shoulder shake. Tearful eyes all branches from these different chemical feelings. You all have different interpretations about lyrics, melodies. My shirts are my songs. The pictures are my album. And fashion is a full grown lifestyle. This little dress up girl is ready to take flight, and I couldn't have done it at a better more appetizing time.
Wear what you're feeling. Wear your mind. Wear your feelings. Feel things, really feel them.
My admirations:
In Vintage, All the time. Chasing vintage. Breathing it. These two girls are so alike but really so different. They just understand where it all comes from. Inside.
Chanel. Oh god. Chanel. I did a project on her this semester, I started crying because any human who can start without being changed and last so long without being changed. She did it her way, even if it seemed reckless and messy. It's a quality, I want to strive to have and never let go, being fearless in fashion is hard... but beautiful.
Don't be afraid to let yourself go a little crazy.
Happy New Year.
Happy Shopping.
Happy RCC.
Happy, Me xxoxoxo
Sunday, November 21, 2010
The shade of poison trees
Whirlpool.
It's where the water goes around and around. It's that feelings of effortlessly flowing, it just sweeps you up. It takes you away. I believe that is the right way. But what happens the other way. What happens when you push with all your might. How does it feel to ache, to dream, reach and startle yourself.
Lord knows i'm not you,
Friends come and go. Love stays forever. Now why are you leaving me love?
www.redclosetcouture.com
I've come so far.
Sometimes I think i'm in over my head. You start with this idea, and it seems dreaming. But now that i'm in it. I can't stop, I don't want to. But don't you just wonder. It started with an account, an EIN, now I have over 8000 pictures, I have spent days, laughs and moments in this. The website went up, just with a "coming soon" but my friends insisted on drunks and wings. They have my back. I live for this. I am a warrior and this is taking over the world. Watch me.
6am sun is coming up, something tells me i'm all out of love
It's where the water goes around and around. It's that feelings of effortlessly flowing, it just sweeps you up. It takes you away. I believe that is the right way. But what happens the other way. What happens when you push with all your might. How does it feel to ache, to dream, reach and startle yourself.
Lord knows i'm not you,
Friends come and go. Love stays forever. Now why are you leaving me love?
www.redclosetcouture.com
I've come so far.
Sometimes I think i'm in over my head. You start with this idea, and it seems dreaming. But now that i'm in it. I can't stop, I don't want to. But don't you just wonder. It started with an account, an EIN, now I have over 8000 pictures, I have spent days, laughs and moments in this. The website went up, just with a "coming soon" but my friends insisted on drunks and wings. They have my back. I live for this. I am a warrior and this is taking over the world. Watch me.
6am sun is coming up, something tells me i'm all out of love
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Weekly Dose
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6Kwf7RROOU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQuz8jmUYDU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pdBYv4e5XlU&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gI3NjxnBCoI&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQuz8jmUYDU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pdBYv4e5XlU&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gI3NjxnBCoI&feature=related
Hearts aren't read through pictures
I'm a firm believer in different people. I love meeting and understanding new people. I do a lot, my life revolves around Red Closet lately, but dancing has been in my skin since I was little. These fashion classes are craving a need that I never knew I had. I would call myself insatiable but I just believe that one day I will fee it all. I just got some crazy dreams, and I like this "Stay true to the dreams of your youth". I have an idea in my mind of where I want Red Closet to take me, and I can't stop pushing until it gets there. This has been a true unreachable beginning though. I have had the time of my life, designing with Elliott all hours of he night in a bedroom. Going nuts from staring at this bright computer spaceship for hours. Then the printing itself took place. I never thought at 20 , I would have people devoting a week to printing things I have poured my heart into. And then the Photo shoots, I have to thank my friends. They came through, made it unbelievably fun and their beauty spread through the camera and I got exactly and more that I wanted.
This is Real Life.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
She can do it, Why can't you
Talk about your Fall Season.
I turned 20 and ate way too much Cake.
Red Closet is taking over my bedroom, and my head. But I like it this way.
IDEAS:
Baby it's Cold outside. What do you wear with your tee-shirt?
Live the Good Life outside
Cover up/ Red Closet
Need money for RCC.
Tents/ lights/ Silouttes
A home of your own
Snugs.
I turned 20 and ate way too much Cake.
Red Closet is taking over my bedroom, and my head. But I like it this way.
IDEAS:
Baby it's Cold outside. What do you wear with your tee-shirt?
Live the Good Life outside
Cover up/ Red Closet
Need money for RCC.
Tents/ lights/ Silouttes
A home of your own
Snugs.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
I may seem scattered but i'm no joke.
Step outside of yourself. look at this creature you are. living looking. you feel things and experience differently. Alone at night, it's just you and your mind. So think free.
When I turn Scarlet, Remember me, Remember me. Remember Me.
GONE CHASING UNICORNS AGAIN........
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
the two of us, wearing raincoats
It's been a while. I've been blue since last time. Continuous, strenuous work. Between new fashion school, books, design, sketches and fun. To a quick vacation to California, another finished diary... and most importantly the start of my, Red Closet.
Red Closet- There are two types of people in this world. On the surface: what you see is what you get. Off the surface: depth, passion, drive, IT. I want my Red Closet girls to be off the surface. Not afraid to show her passion, compare fears, and believe in endless possibility. The girl with the Easy Heart. Not a heart that's easy to a guy. Easy hearts not involving the male species. Easy hearts, understanding things happen in time. Easy Hearts for a simple night being your best night. Hearts that find passion in things that move, things that move you, things that move her. Understanding though a person is different, it is not wrong. It's all about perspective. Easy hearts that feel, and aren't afraid to wear what they feel, dance what they feel, eat what they feel, move the way they feel. Girls who aren't afraid to show someone opinion, difference, themselves. Inside out. I want an eas heart girl to have an inside that is viewable by the outside. Wear your mind GIRLS. You are a woman, a soldier, a species of lust and love. You are worthy of a Easy life, an easy eye, a easy feelings, so lt go, be free, give in to easy..... Just remember at home you have a Red Closet.
Red Closet- There are two types of people in this world. On the surface: what you see is what you get. Off the surface: depth, passion, drive, IT. I want my Red Closet girls to be off the surface. Not afraid to show her passion, compare fears, and believe in endless possibility. The girl with the Easy Heart. Not a heart that's easy to a guy. Easy hearts not involving the male species. Easy hearts, understanding things happen in time. Easy Hearts for a simple night being your best night. Hearts that find passion in things that move, things that move you, things that move her. Understanding though a person is different, it is not wrong. It's all about perspective. Easy hearts that feel, and aren't afraid to wear what they feel, dance what they feel, eat what they feel, move the way they feel. Girls who aren't afraid to show someone opinion, difference, themselves. Inside out. I want an eas heart girl to have an inside that is viewable by the outside. Wear your mind GIRLS. You are a woman, a soldier, a species of lust and love. You are worthy of a Easy life, an easy eye, a easy feelings, so lt go, be free, give in to easy..... Just remember at home you have a Red Closet.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
This is my moment feel
Your parasite mind ain't the truly respectable kind..........
It's when the good is going that every body come rushing back to you. The old kind, the good kind, the just kind and the kind-ofs. The good can't come and go, the bad can't come and go; it just rush's me. Rushes to get my mind to wander. Reading has been a therapy for me this past year. I thought I needed to go back, until I picked up these books. Eat, Pray, Love, The Power of Now, The Secret. These are becoming surfaced books, picked up by the media fast paced public, but honestly they are written by geniuses. People who study minds need to come out more surfaced. I've learned that because I do something a certain way, someone may do that a different way. That is an easy thought to think; but our anxious, always GOING minds became complicated on accepting that your way isn't the right or wrong way, it is just a way. And there are many, unidentifiable ways out there. So be open to these ways.
This is all so frightening but I see a finish line, and I am in a race to get there... but this ride is so exciting. . . . Red Closet Couture
Red Closet lives by the sun, and loves by the moon
dream with the stars.
Goodnight 4am....
It's when the good is going that every body come rushing back to you. The old kind, the good kind, the just kind and the kind-ofs. The good can't come and go, the bad can't come and go; it just rush's me. Rushes to get my mind to wander. Reading has been a therapy for me this past year. I thought I needed to go back, until I picked up these books. Eat, Pray, Love, The Power of Now, The Secret. These are becoming surfaced books, picked up by the media fast paced public, but honestly they are written by geniuses. People who study minds need to come out more surfaced. I've learned that because I do something a certain way, someone may do that a different way. That is an easy thought to think; but our anxious, always GOING minds became complicated on accepting that your way isn't the right or wrong way, it is just a way. And there are many, unidentifiable ways out there. So be open to these ways.
This is all so frightening but I see a finish line, and I am in a race to get there... but this ride is so exciting. . . . Red Closet Couture
Red Closet lives by the sun, and loves by the moon
dream with the stars.
Goodnight 4am....
Sunday, August 22, 2010
"Mom, It's just witchcraft"
Misconceptions. We're full of them. Maybe it should be me. Why do you run from me? You might deny it but we're all tied to our desires. But why do I desire freedom and wind in my hair. I have these images in my head, these quotes, these theories that I can't get rid of. It all ties back to desire and habit.
Desire and Habit....
I'm kicking habit, and chasing desire. "Gone chasing Unicorns"
I can't leave my room, I'm setting up shoots, swatching colors, and letting creativity pour out of my fingers.
lonely hearts=easy hearts
Desire and Habit....
I'm kicking habit, and chasing desire. "Gone chasing Unicorns"
I can't leave my room, I'm setting up shoots, swatching colors, and letting creativity pour out of my fingers.
lonely hearts=easy hearts
Monday, August 16, 2010
A heart like yours
I'm going to say what I've been feeling.
The ones we leave behind when we go out to sea to find a better way. I've rollercoaster'd this year. From a cheap love, cut short by my emotionless taught way. I wasn't ready to invest my heart fully in something and actually feel it being returned. I was always about rescuing and ditching. I don't know a lot about the ways love. The movies teach you falseness and unrealistic unreachable heights. I have learned that the hard way. So a love snowman just melted before my eyes and I felt like the harsh hot lonely Sun. So I went out searching for someone who related. I met him like the shooting stars we watched at the beach the first night together. Even now, just friends. He holds my heart in his hand. And I can't or won't hide it anymore. The age where you decide a lot of things. Are you to young? Are you old enough? Where in this big world do you belong? West? East? Space? I need to figure these things out. But it never hurts to have someone there with a symmetric heart to help you see through them. This romantic fantasy has fallen back burner for me. I have my sights set on a different kind of life. I know I have been gone a little, friends and I'm sorry for that. But once this is successful and I can kick it back; you will all get it all made it up. I just know what I'm doing right now, I've never felt so full of life behind these machines, in front of business people sharing something I have dreamed about doing since I was 5. This year has been a train wreck when it comes to school as well. I could've taken the easy way out, been a teacher. Tried to do design or photography on the side. But I can't its fire burning inside my, and my soul needs to be ignited. So here I am, a little girl trying to take over a big city. Thank you to my support. And I can't wait to share this summer of sewing, sweating, bickering and endless cups of coffee with all of you. The only one who knows the secrets right now it my 4 walls is my room, and thank god they don't talk.
I Miss You Justin.
The ones we leave behind when we go out to sea to find a better way. I've rollercoaster'd this year. From a cheap love, cut short by my emotionless taught way. I wasn't ready to invest my heart fully in something and actually feel it being returned. I was always about rescuing and ditching. I don't know a lot about the ways love. The movies teach you falseness and unrealistic unreachable heights. I have learned that the hard way. So a love snowman just melted before my eyes and I felt like the harsh hot lonely Sun. So I went out searching for someone who related. I met him like the shooting stars we watched at the beach the first night together. Even now, just friends. He holds my heart in his hand. And I can't or won't hide it anymore. The age where you decide a lot of things. Are you to young? Are you old enough? Where in this big world do you belong? West? East? Space? I need to figure these things out. But it never hurts to have someone there with a symmetric heart to help you see through them. This romantic fantasy has fallen back burner for me. I have my sights set on a different kind of life. I know I have been gone a little, friends and I'm sorry for that. But once this is successful and I can kick it back; you will all get it all made it up. I just know what I'm doing right now, I've never felt so full of life behind these machines, in front of business people sharing something I have dreamed about doing since I was 5. This year has been a train wreck when it comes to school as well. I could've taken the easy way out, been a teacher. Tried to do design or photography on the side. But I can't its fire burning inside my, and my soul needs to be ignited. So here I am, a little girl trying to take over a big city. Thank you to my support. And I can't wait to share this summer of sewing, sweating, bickering and endless cups of coffee with all of you. The only one who knows the secrets right now it my 4 walls is my room, and thank god they don't talk.
I Miss You Justin.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
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