almost forgot myself

How do I do normal? What is normal supposed to be? Surrounded by fast moving lovers and slow moving brains, I don't want to feel anything. You're supposed to feel lost in rooms of tranced, not in a permanent state. But, you do scare me.


Love is on the line.
Is that your final answer?


after years you see me with someone else, I wonder what that triggers. you're who I go to for advice, so I believed love advice was okay too. the truth of the matter is, I am learning to live without you.
why does it take losing, for gaining? missing for realizing. hurting for needing the cure.


Red Closet Couture Fall 2010
Never felt something so right, fall into my lap and let me keep it, to call my own.

soul power

thinking becomes not an enemy
living becomes this made up fantasy
time with you wasting is never time wasted
insatiable . proved wrong
you had my <heart3 at... first eye
understand
anything is possible... teach me
now
she 
is
fall - ing
.
.
...and fall away to the west

we dance so good

"How strange this world is. Those things that we can so readily touch, those things so real to the senses, the sweet architecture of a womans body, ones own flesh and bone, the cold sea and the gleam of stars, are far less real than things we can not touch, or taste, or smell, or see, Bicycle's and the boys who ride them are less real than what we feel in our minds and hearts. Less substantial than friendship and love and loneliness, all of which long outlast the world.".......  

Read and read..

 to comprehend the meaning and reason and story behind his words.

genius.

gooooooodnight 

Digital love

Things can happen in the blink of an eye. so fast and you can have no control over them. you become cold sweat, things begin to blur, you become at a loss of every word in the english vocabulary. You begin looking at things you've never looked at logically in a new light. and then... you fall so deeply in love it's hard to get out of it.

the sun is up the sky is blue its beautiful and so are you.... dear prudence 

being outside is like a sweet high. I'm in class and I can't pay attention when I know outside the dark dreary studios.... there's sunshine wasting

But for now we are young. Let us lay in the sun. And count every beautiful thing we can see. Love to be....

need this hat.